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Exploring the retrospective experience of self-forgiveness in psychotherapy

Thesis (PhD (Psychotherapy))--University of Pretoria, 2003.

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spelling oai:repository.up.ac.za:2263/25577 Exploring the retrospective experience of self-forgiveness in psychotherapy Gildenhuys, Assie upetd@up.ac.za Bowman, Irene Gillian Existential Psychotherapy Self-forgiveness Hermeneutic Forgiveness Self acceptance Insight Reconciliation Identity Phenomenology UCTD Thesis (PhD (Psychotherapy))--University of Pretoria, 2003. The aim of this study was to explore the retrospective experience of self-forgiveness in psychotherapy, using a hermeneutically and existentially oriented research approach and using phenomenological principles in the data analysis (Giorgi, 1975). This research focused on the phenomenon of self-forgiveness, not only as a critical human experience in the individual’s everyday life’s experience, but also as an integral part of treatment and healing in the therapy process. Religious, cultural, moral and philosophical approaches to self-forgiveness were discussed with a focus on the cultural backdrop and the profound socio-political changes in South Africa, against which this research was conducted. In addition the relevant theories and approaches to the phenomenon were reviewed. Using a mixed research method, three questions were formulated in order to elicit the lived structure of the experience being researched. Two, in-depth interviews, were conducted with six of my own therapy clients whose therapy had ended with myself. This phenomenon had not been articulated in therapy and was considered from the point of view of the client who experienced this phenomenon and not from that of the therapist. Painful relational issues had left the participants feeling estranged from themselves and others and the experience of self-forgiveness had resulted in feeling reconnected with themselves and the world. The study of the phenomenon, included six, one monthly discussions with three fellow practising psychologists, whose reflections enhanced the understanding of this phenomenon. Significant findings of this research were that; the phenomena of self-forgiveness and forgiveness of others were interrelated and that self-acceptance was mandatory in the experience of self-forgiveness without a blanket condoning of one’s own actions or the actions of others. Non-forgiveness without vengeance and forgiving without condoning or forgetting the actions of others, could be emotionally and morally appropriate for the individual. Educative insight, a renewed identity and reinterpreted memory were important elements of the experience of self-forgiveness in psychotherapy. Experientially, the moment of recognition of this phenomenon had come as a ‘revelation’ for the participants after therapy had ended and self-forgiveness, formed an integral part of therapy although this experience was not directly articulated in psychotherapy. In this study the significance of the self of the client, the self of the therapist and the psychologists’ discussions relating to the phenomenon were addressed. Emotions pertaining to the experience of self-forgiveness; theoretical implications of this phenomenon for further research and for psychotherapy; limitations of this research and how the experience of self-forgiveness differed from other significant experiences in psychotherapy were critically discussed. Psychology unrestricted 2013-09-06T22:30:02Z 2004-06-17 2013-09-06T22:30:02Z 2003-10-09 2003 2004-06-17 Thesis Bowman, I 2003, Exploring the retrospective experience of self-forgiveness in psychotherapy, PhD thesis, University of Pretoria, Pretoria, viewed yymmdd < http://hdl.handle.net/2263/25577 > http://hdl.handle.net/2263/25577 http://upetd.up.ac.za/thesis/available/etd-06172004-123504/ © 2003, University of Pretoria. All rights reserved. The copyright in this work vests in the University of Pretoria. No part of this work may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, without the prior written permission of the University of Pretoria. application/pdf application/pdf application/pdf application/pdf application/pdf application/pdf application/pdf application/pdf application/pdf application/pdf application/pdf University of Pretoria
spellingShingle Existential
Psychotherapy
Self-forgiveness
Hermeneutic
Forgiveness
Self acceptance
Insight
Reconciliation
Identity
Phenomenology
UCTD
Exploring the retrospective experience of self-forgiveness in psychotherapy
title Exploring the retrospective experience of self-forgiveness in psychotherapy
title_full Exploring the retrospective experience of self-forgiveness in psychotherapy
title_fullStr Exploring the retrospective experience of self-forgiveness in psychotherapy
title_full_unstemmed Exploring the retrospective experience of self-forgiveness in psychotherapy
title_short Exploring the retrospective experience of self-forgiveness in psychotherapy
title_sort exploring the retrospective experience of self forgiveness in psychotherapy
topic Existential
Psychotherapy
Self-forgiveness
Hermeneutic
Forgiveness
Self acceptance
Insight
Reconciliation
Identity
Phenomenology
UCTD
url http://hdl.handle.net/2263/25577
http://upetd.up.ac.za/thesis/available/etd-06172004-123504/